I Can Fly!

They that wait upon the Lord shall . . . mount up with wings as eagles (Isaiah 40:31).

All of a sudden, I find that I can fly. I can take one or two quick paces and just kind of step up into the air. With my arms outspread, I soar freely up, up. God has enabled me to fly! I’m up above the tree-tops, free of the restraints of gravity, unencumbered by earthly weights. I dive into a glide toward the ground, and just before a harsh landing seems inevitable, I swoop up again and gain altitude, to the amazement of a few who are watching. I wonder if I am dreaming.

Off to one side, I see a flooding river. It has overflowed its banks. The waters are turbulent and frightening, blackish-blue in the sun. But I can fly out over it if I want to. I turn and glide that way, until there is nothing but water below me.

No, this is not right. God has not told me to come this way. Sure I can fly, but if I have to land unexpectedly, or if I suddenly lose this ability, I’d better be over solid ground. I’d better not be where God has not told me to go. It’s potentially dangerous here, and it’s presumptuous of me to be here if it is not in accordance with God’s express command. “Thou shalt not put the Lord thy God to the test,” He has taught me (Luke 4:12, NIV). I veer back on my course until the ground is beneath me again.

Later on, I am once again walking on terra firma, accompanying a couple of elderly church-ladies along a road. I secretly think that they are rather religious, perhaps not as truly spiritual as they think they are. Surely not as spiritual as I think I am! I share with them some wonderful things that I have recently discovered in the scriptures. Then I say to them, “Isn’t it amazing how God has said to us, ‘They that wait upon the Lord shall mount up on wings like eagles’!” And before they can respond, I show them that there is a much deeper meaning to that verse than they have ever guessed: I take two quick steps and ascend up into the air, gliding away.

No, says the Lord in my heart, I have not given you gifts and abilities so that you can show off to other people. I just want to reveal more of Myself to you, and to others. This is not really about the ability to fly; it’s that I’m trying to teach you something, and this is the best way for now.

What are You trying to teach me, Lord?

This is not specifically about flying. I want you to realize that when you wait upon Me, when you meditate on My Word, when you then step out and live by faith in what I have shown you in My Word, you will find yourself no longer bound by physical and material limitations. You will find yourself transcending the boundaries of your temporal existence. How do you feel when you fly?

Oh . . . free. Exhilarated and excited. Full of life. Like I could do anything at all.

Can you think of anything else that makes you feel that way?

Well, yes, I guess that’s how I feel when something is the Scriptures opens up to me.

Yes. Do you remember what I was just showing you in My Word, before you went to sleep?

Oh, yes! It was really good! What exactly was it now?

I found myself waking up. I lay there, slowly getting my bearings. Yes, I had been reading an account in Judges, of how the tribe of Dan invaded the city of Laish (18:27). I opened my Bible and reread the passage:

“They went in and slaughtered all the people and burned the city to the ground,” says the Living Bible, at the end of verse 27. The next verse was the one that had lit something on the inside of me: “There was no one to help the inhabitants, for . . . they had no local allies, for they had no dealings with anyone.”

Over the past couple of months, God has been exhorting me: “Nurture your friendships.” I really have only one close friend. I am a notorious loner and I so value my time alone. When I have to go to town, the last thing I want to do is kill an extra hour having a cup of tea with someone. Yet I very much enjoy the fellowship when I do. And slowly I have begun to try to make and keep these kinds of commitments.

In this verse, the Lord was exhorting me again to pursue relationships with the many women, both Christian and not, that I admire and enjoy: You cannot be an island unto yourself. You must have dealings with people; you must have local allies, or when the enemy comes in like an invading army, you will be hopelessly defeated.

I was exhilarated by this little revelation. I felt like I was flying again.

Thank You, Lord!

You bet. Now remember: Stay in My word. Expect Me to speak to you. And heed what I say.

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It is the spirit that quickeneth [or gives life]; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life (John 6:63).

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It was fifteen years ago that I wrote this piece. Something brought it to mind a few days ago, so I searched it out and found it to be as relevant to me now as it was then.

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